Natalie Wiegan, 2007, by Anonymous

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Who: Natalie Wiegan
What: Her Life
When: July 22, 2007
Where: Madsion, WI

Natalie Wiegan was and still is in my mind my sister. I don't know exactly why she did what she did but I think that it was inevitable. As sad as that sounds I feel it was true. I love Natalie with everything that I have and I miss her terribly, and it is so incredibly not fair that she left me and everyone else in the world her loved her so soon. The one thing that is wrong though is that her family tried everything to help her. My father tried and tried and tried but she just pushing him away for some of the mistakes that he had made that were not always his fault. Some of her friends were convinced that my dad was horrible to her and that he never tried to help her but that is completely false. I cry all the time because I feel that I could have helped her more I could have helped her some how and that I was just not trying enough and the feeling of helplessness is one of the worst in the world. And now all of her friends are off to college and it is heartbreaking because they all say that they will stay in touch and I feel in my heart that they won't. I miss them so much already and no one has even left. All I know is that I miss her dearly and think about her all the time and wish she was here with me again. I'll be missing you Natalie.